fredag 9 februari 2018

A perfect winterwalk

My metabolic disease makes my need
to stay in the sun bigger than others.

At last I thought when I saw the sun today, it feels like an eternity ago. And in addition, the weather was not as cold, wet and sloppy as it usually would be - a perfect winter walk. Fresh air, sunshine, and a beautiful hour's walk in the beautiful weather was the best thing happening today. My metabolic disease makes my need to stay in the sun more than others. It was great to be able to go out during the sunniest hours of the day
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I long for sun, bath and summer.
Economic obstacles, security barriers and illness, have caused me not to have been on a summer holiday for several years. My need for it is huge. It feels on the skin, the hair, the mood, the weight and in a lot of other ways. I long for traveling, but the worry about travel has increased with age. Sometimes I think that people who choose to live in a country where it is dark and cold for 5-6 months a year are strange. I belong to the group of strange ones. But home feeling is important. Now, however, I yearn for sun, spa, detox, exercise and summer heat.

I have had the flu in 6 weeks this winter.
I should work hard to improve my language skills - during dark winters at home indoor, but this flu lasted for 6 weeks, for my part, have made me feel dull, cold and bored. My previous drift and ambition have been put down on low burning. I realized several weeks ago that when my thought had become "everything would feel better, if just i could travel to the Mediterranean  to have sunbathes and sunlight almost all day long for about half a year" - then there might be likely it might be so. (high risk). My  throat is still not very healthy, and I was completely out of voice for 4 weeks. Absolutely terrible! In any case, I hope that there will be equally beautiful weather tomorrow, for then I will go out and exercise. I'm currently feeling like a limp and fat frog in my body - but maybe it's not something movie companies or record companies notice nowadays -very strange!

Sometimes I think that people who choose to live in a country where it is dark
and cold for 5-6 months,a year are strange. I belong to the group of strange ones.






In the wintertime I often light a lot of candles and take hot baths. The candles may have fruity fragrance or sea-inspired fragrance. In addition, I like chakra healing light. It makes me feel better.

måndag 22 januari 2018

A stubborn long-lasting cold has hit us this Christmas. It's very boring. My daughter, Rebecca, began advent of 1.5 weeks of disease, after which I was infected and have been without voice for 6 weeks - but is now on the road of improvement. Then suddenly Rebecca became ill again. And out, it's as dark, cold and naughty as if you were high up in the mountains. I dream of getting to the Maldives, or Borneo to cure my tired, pale body that looked so much better days. But instead, writing letters of demand for tired disc buyers - which are sluggish in their ability to react. I had hoped to get back this fall, but it never got off.

lördag 13 januari 2018

Melissa Horn, Next album - A happier album

When I think as "Melissa Horn", it's incredibly easy for me to reconnect to sad events, daring weather, tough relationships and tangled love affairs. The music reminds me of choices in life, people I miss, and I have greater uncertainty than I feel today - 44 years old. Of the material available now there is a melancholic, over many of the songs. I like many of them still - while some feel more passable to me. I reconnect to things that have happened in life, for a while it has been good for me. But it has passed now, and I have put my sadness and wisdom aside. for a while.
Instead, a little Rebecca ended up in my arms almost 12 years ago, with shining beautiful eyes - like a beautifully happy orange sunbreaking lucky figure. She was so cute, when she looked at me with her new-knitted cat-kitty hat from the stroller. I sometimes marvel at how well one can agree with their children and match each other in personality. But that girl makes me almost always happy.

It is important to be able to take the steps from sorrow to hope, joy and expectations for the future. I am born in the communication astro, Capricorn - at the beginning of the year, and for me feelings is often hold back first, to subsequently take express.
Hanna, Kungsholmen hamn, Långa Nätter ,När det äntligen är över, New York, Sen en tid tillbaks, Som jag hade dig förut, Vår sista dans, 
There is a lot to write about,  So I'm thinking about a new album - it would be so fun - but still a lot of work left to do. As far as I can say, though, it will be a much happier album. Time has healed quite a few wounds. But If my voice is not back next week, I must first visit the doctor.:-)